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For anyone who ever asked me why I chose 'confused_amber', here is a poem I wrote when I was 15 ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything for a while because I haven't really been up to much. I've got a new job at the Body Shop which involves standing around trying on different lotions and advising women with perfect skin and perfect hair which products they should buy to make themselves look even more perfect. It's not like I can tell them that they ( Read more... )

I have a spider stuck inside me. He's building a spider web to protect me from the evil I put into my body. But the spider, like all creatures, needs to eat and he's eating the one precious irreplaceable part of my body (although, there is new evidence that doctors can now replace it. How interesting.). He likes it because it's sweet, the ( Read more... )

I love yuo all!!!

Orgy at my palce! :)

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When I was applying for universities, I always thought it would be much more of an experience to go somewhere different and live away from home. Now that I'm here, I think it is an experience; I do have independence and can do almost anything I want. But the only problem I'm having now is that, after a year and a half, I'm already bored of the ( Read more... )

The more work I have to do, the more I avoid it.I sit here with red nails tapping on the keyboard ( Read more... )

I think you'd better show me
wonderful secrets
and never leave me lonely.

So it's 10.07am, I came back from a house party some time ago and as usual haven't been able to sleep regardless of the amount of herbal tea (it's supposed to make you drowsy) I drink. No pills for me...that's actually a new years resolution. It sucks to be dependent on chemicals squished into tiny white tablets made in this building with the ( Read more... )