i've been exercising almost regularly(thank you to nathanael for that) stretching daily and i've begun eating much better than i used too, i have a good job that doesn't suck too much(nothing's perfect) and so despite having a sickenly horrid lovelife at the moment(still pending, but i'm quickly running out of patience) i'm actually feeling quite ( Read more... )

I found my comb!!!! now i don't have to use a fork!!!!

happy st fuckin pattys day!!!!!!!!!!

its really late, i am loggid in to aim and there are 6 people on my friends list, all of them are away because they're sleeping, so why bother to saty logged in? I don't understand that, shut your computer down and give it a much deserved rest. I wish i could go to sleep, looks like i'm gonna see another sunrise, hardly the romantic thing it's ( Read more... )

i talked to her for a little bit the other day, i don't know if there's anything to salvage from all this. I love her, but how can you be with someone you can't trust? I don't know what i want to do, i don't know if i can walk away from all this and just move on, maybe i should give it a chance. Which is better? Which is easier? Still so much to ( Read more... )

i can't beleive she did it again, and she won't even talk to me about it, she's avoiding me because i caught her cheating on me, it hurts but the lying hurts so much more, when you've spent several years with someone and even had a child with them, it hurts when they lie and tell you that they love you to your face, but they're really just lying to ( Read more... )

well it was a pretty shitty valentines day, watching all the couples in the mall, which i had to be in all day, i saw rory and nathanael, but she didn't call me, i tried to call her but nobody answered, ah well at least it was an ok st deans day

Well i haven't updated in a long time so here goes. Kat was here for christmas and that was really awesome she and maggie were here for a month i miss em so much aleady. I'm probably going to be looking for a new job, i don't think corparate is going to let me have the store, but since they're moving the store into a new location thats half the ( Read more... )

we were coming home to day from the mall and we stopped at wendy's and got some food, i asked maggie if she wanted nuggets or a hamburger to which she replied "i the maggie beast". well so i got some nuggets and burgers and we went on our way. on the way home they ate and kat asked me if i wanted my nuggets and i said i can't drive and dip them ( Read more... )

merry christmas, and happy freakin new year!!!! bleh i'm tired children are mesy and loud but oh well, kat and maggie are here till about the middle of january, yay!!!! it's really good to see them again, nothing else really going on though, work work work, need more work though not enough money