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Lets see, not too much has been goin on. I got a new job at Petsmart its ok I guess, kinda boring, but what job isnt? Its kinda sucked lately Ive been in bed by 11 for the past 3 weeks cuz Ive had nothing to do except sleep..everyone has things to do..I complain too much but nothing has been going right lately, my horse show is less then a week ( Read more... )

Wow! Im updating for the first time in like 4 months. I dont know how much if anything exciting has been going on. I havent felt very good the past few months..just got a lot on my mind. I dont feel like Im connecting with people anymore, Ive been more and more down not really wanting to be around anyone. I sorta do but I dont its like I want to ( Read more... )

ok so I havent updated in like a month..lol. Not too much has been goin on I cant remember last month so I cant write that down lol. Hmm layna went to florida last week, schools been really boring w/o her. I went to meissens house on saturday and we bought the movie store and watched a couple movies and played w/ pumpkin. My b-day is this saturday ( Read more... )

Things are going so much better. I thought valentines day was gonna suck since I dont really have a certain someone to spend it with everyone made it soo fun. I went to the valentines day dance at SJV and had such a good time. I actually danced!! LOL not normal for me but I had tons of fun. Then we went to laynas which is always fun even tho I ( Read more... )

I dont know if Im gonna be writing in here very much anymore, all I do is complain and I dont think its worth it. Yea Im feelin down but it'll pass, it usually does. Im not gonna do it anymore..Im pushing it all back down and not letting it come up again I need to move on w/ my life and find something that makes me happy. I need to get out more ( Read more... )

I dont know what Im feeling anymore, its like Im cutting myself off from doing anything w/ ppl I want to go out..its just when I do I feel like Im just sitting in a corner being my normal unsocial self..which is basically all I ever do. I always feel like Im alone, even when Im with a group of people..and it sux cuz all they ever do is try to ( Read more... )

Things have been going ok..Im trying to work out some of the problems that have come up the past month or so. Saturday was fun, I didnt think I was gonna be able to go out cuz all the snow and layna and elise wanted me to go to jons house, so layna justin and ken came to get me..I had a good time besides the fact that I do NOT like dawn of the ( Read more... )

ok, I know Ive been annoyingly depressed lately and Im sorry..but I cant really help it. All this crap is going on inside of my head and I cant even write it down in here. I havent felt like this in like a year and it was soo great but now it all went down hill again..I dunno its weird cuz I havent really been "alone" Ive been around ppl in ( Read more... )

Im not sure what Im feeling right now, Im kind of numb to all emotions. I was crying my eyes out last night and Im not really sure why, now all I really want to do is cry but I dont seem to beable to anymore. I have this overwhelming feeling telling me not to cry, that I have to be strong. Its getting really hard to stay strong I dont feel like ( Read more... )