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Dear Lord,
I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your ( Read more... )

I miss most of the people I have never met.
I miss some of the people I have met.
I guess unreal real world is exciting,
it is always new to me.
Fascinating.
But nothing is more real than reality,
no matter how boring and dull it is.
That is the world that makes me human.
Because real life can never be too beautiful,
like it is in my unreal real world.
I am ( Read more... )

The first person I:
talked to ... Dad
hugged ... Dad
kissed ... Dad
cried to ... God
thanked to ... God
called ... Ronald (I was looking for his parents, but he was @ his friend's>
called overseas ... Cinthya
who called me ... the 3 y/o Pe (she's looking for her brothers)
lied to ... Pe (I told her they're taking shower)
sent an SMS to ... Eben (Jan. 1 is ( Read more... )

I remember love
as something sad but beautiful
as something happy but ugly.
I remember love
as tearful nights
hopeful dreams
lonely mornings.
I remember love
as something that dislikes me
as something that draws me closer to God and friends.
I remember love
as something that floats my feet on the clouds
as something that drops my body, takes my life, robs my ( Read more... )

If Jesus were for real
and Santa Claus were just a myth
then why he is more popular than Jesus?
If Jesus were for all ages
and Santa Claus were just for kids
then why we seem like loving him more than Jesus?
If Jesus had great look and shape
and Santa Claus were old and out-of-shape
then why he is The Mr. Popular for this season?
Maybe because Jesus rode a ( Read more... )

It's three days before Christmas. I don't know how, but I miss Christmas. Maybe because it's the season to love, to hope and to give - and I've no love I can give or even hope for?
During "normal" days, I could escape to many other things to forget about my ultimate needs. But these days, everything reminds me of how lonely my soul is. The songs, TV ( Read more... )

I am just wondering. If God were Lover of my soul, do I exist in His dreams? But God never sleep. So, what does He do when he misses me at night?

The first person whose tummy is happy when I eat, is me.
The first person whose throat is refreshed when I drink, is me.
The first person who gets cold when I am naked, is.
The first person who gets hurts when I hurt, is me.
The first person who smells the bad gas when I fart, is me.
The first person who is corrected when I criticize, is me.
The first ( Read more... )

Taken from "Signal" No.3/I December 2004.

• In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
  - Mignon McLaughlin
• You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love.
  - Henry Drummond
• All love that has not ( Read more... )