here I had finally thought that maybe my paper, or should I say, my ideas about my paper were good, worthy, acceptable for this very picky professor. but no! he tears up my ideas, especially after I present my ideas in class and he acts like he can understand me. uh, I don't fully get it. I should talk with him one on one, when I have something to ( Read more... )

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I am still in constant thought, constant contemplation. I am very very distraught and overwhelmed, chelsea. is dead. I can't really believe this, or maybe I just don't want to. I am only full of all these memories of her, alive, talking, laughing- being a lively person. the funniest part of our entire friendship is when I actually met her, she was ( Read more... )

am I allowed to interrupt this a little differently?

i still recall the taste of your tears ( Read more... )

oh my god.

I can think of nowhere I would rather be ( Read more... )

how to express the inexpressible?

this time it's for real.

jd salinger is dead... meaning? more books to read?

In this big dramatic production that didn't do anyone any good (and was pretty embarrassing, really, if you think about it), thousands upon thousands of phonies across the country mourned the death of author J.D. Salinger, who was 91 years old for crying out loud. "He had a real impact on the ( Read more... )

so from wednesday to sunday I had the flu.
I watched a lot of criterion films and ate really healthy food
by saturday I was vomiting nearly everything I had eaten

...now the near idea of watching ANY foreign film or eating anything I ate during this time period makes me want to vomit.

how bizarre.

Why is it impossible for me to even remotely feel tired around 10/11pm at night.

I will never get used to this.