i need some red flow soon or i might just cry and wonder how i let my life get this way. i don't want any babies.

i have finally found out that i have only a few friends. i wish i had more friends that i actually hung out with. here is me, and i am nothing.

there is no other way to put this, but i am sad. i am truly just, sad. everyone is making friends at school, or they have their roommates, and i have no-one. i work, not to mention and the worst place on earth. i go to school, i come home, i sleep ( Read more... )

i am tired. i don't mean like i want to fall asleep..i'm just tired of working, tired of worrying about money, tired of worrying about school ( Read more... )

i hate that my boyfriend smokes weed.

lately all i do is work, but that is how it always is. i'm so tired of target. all the managers care about is themselves and their money. GET REDCARDS SO THAT WE GET A BONUS..and you get nothing. work your ass off and still get paid under 7.50 even thought you've been with the company over a year and you got a promotion. i'm through. tomorrow i am ( Read more... )

well. my life lately has been work, work, work ( Read more... )

well, this weekend has been a success, i guess ( Read more... )

my room and car are a total disaster. i hate being messy, but lately i have no motivation to keep things clean. i feel so lethargic when it comes to tidyness and school work. the only thing i care about is trying to fix things. i only care about transforming myself into the person i once was, and still feel like i am ( Read more... )

today my mom bought me two new fish from petco. they are german cichlids. one is yellow, and i named him obi-wan kenobi. the other is yellow/striped black and has like an electric blue glow and i named him jar jar binks ( Read more... )