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I got my car yesterday, hope that i dont die behind the wheel!?? scary!...um so ill be 100% mo-bi-ele...and theres a few people i would love so seee......(RUSSELL,MALLORY,DAVE!)
Myn life has been completely dull lately, somehting dramatic has to happen soon, it always does! and now for pictures!

So I bouth this new trendy device called an IPOD but tis proved ts self pretty much pointless cause i have no idea how to use it! lol ( Read more... )

Ok, so enough picture fun. Um this lobg ass weekend was quite interesting. Friday I stayed home while Joshua worked, then that noght we went to Greenwood, picked up Scott, and went to the mall. It was fun. Saturday, I worked eight hours, Shared a gallon of vodka with josh, joey, david, and scott, stayed there, and it was way fun! the next day i ( Read more... )

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Im not feeling anything towards anybody right now, my life is falling apart. And im hurting him through it all...I love you Joshua and I never meant for things to be like this.

Reading his journal is tearing me apart, but im not sure why I keep doing it. Do I like the fact that someone cares about me that much? of course I do, he actually tells me how much I mean to him, how he feels, how much he looks forward to, how beautiful our children will be and how wonderful it will be to share our love wiht thme. Josh doesent do ( Read more... )

Another year I claim of total indifference ( Read more... )

todays my birthday, these arent as exciting as they used to be..