have been working shitloads!
$600+ paycheck? i think so!

ps: i love my new ($15) coat.

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i just made a self-esteem altering decision not to apply to scripps at ou. i know i won't get accepted. no essay or amount of recommendations will make up for the 2 ACT points i lack or the 3 percentage points in class rank i am not part of. i really hate myself because of all of this.

i
dread
going
to
work
each
&
every
day

although i've got a hefty paycheck coming my way in the next week or so. upwards of $400-potentially $500. christmas splurges on myself include: a 20GB i-pod & a day at the spa

if you're reading this and have done ecstacy, tell me about it, please.

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since when does my dad get angry at me for coming home at 2am?

& why is my mon a conniving shithead? last week i rear-ended sarah (it was raining .. clear & assured distance, blah). nothing was wrong with her car. my hood is dented and there are multiple scratches & chips in the paint, but nothing too terrible. my mom told me not to tell my ( Read more... )

i'm .. back?

no, no. i never left. but god, have i been busy.

i quit my job at the schlot. old dirty bastard died. bush got re-elected (guk). i got a new job at a drug store where i get to work in the photo lab & process one hour photos.

i've begun my applications to: ohio university, the ohio state university, and kent state university. i ( Read more... )

my cousins lacey & jake have a roommate who is a bike messenger. roommate organized some bike ..thing. i don't really understand what the deal was, but there was a party afterward at the BLD. it was my first time there. of course, being the young sprout i am, knew almost 0 people, whereas drew knew several (the bikeshop), and lacey basically ( Read more... )

20 years of gallery hop, tonight. +fireworks
(with cousin lacey & perhaps drew?)

hopefully i'll be drunk.

in the last week i've bought myself: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind on dvd, three shirts, four pairs of earrings, three pairs of pants (i now own twelve pairs of corduroy pants, thankyou), a cardigan, two pairs of sunglasses, and ( Read more... )

is it completely naive & basically stupid of me to feel totally sympathetic & helpless about homeless people? i mean some guy came into my work yesterday and asked saul if there was anything he could do for a sandwich, and saul said no! that absolutely broke my heart. i wanted to cry. i feel wrong to think a person would lie about being ( Read more... )

sometimes i get real bored while driving alone in the car. i resort to: letting go of the wheel for as long as possible until i almost drive off of the road, steering with my knees, looking directly ahead & not at the road, driving with one hand for an entire journey somewhere, putting the pedal to the metal (really) & finding out how fast my car ( Read more... )