being stuck inbetween 4 walls for 5 days makes you appreciate a LOT of things...and coming home to a incredibly bitchy mom makes you wish you were back there.

...i'm leaving for the pavillion tomorrow at 8AM. i'll stay there a few days then be transferred to some place in OK or south texas for god knows how long.

getting a quarter inch tube shoved down your throat is NOT fun.

one of my good friends has that tattooed on their knuckles...and now i'm beginning to understand why. you must always keep hope. even in the midst of our worst time, hope is what keeps us going. i'm definitly going through that right now, i've decided to become and EMT. it helps me to keep hope that i have a real job heading my way, and one ( Read more... )

hahahaha i'm the pefect g/f hahahahaha


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i'm feeling a bit rejected right now. i really wanna be an EMT..i think i'd really like it. i hope to start training soon. thank God for mercy/grace/music.

The cure for pain is in the pain ( Read more... )

wee the highschool football game is today. haha, i'm actually going to go to a football game w/o having to sit in the band section and play stand tunes.

scars are very powerful, they are there to remind us that the past was real.

my throat hurts. i'm gonna see how long i can go today w/o smoking. i smoked like...a pack and a half yesterday if not more. i figured this up last night, a smoker who smokes a pack a day smokes about 7,300 cigarettes a year. thats a LOT. that is me. so yea, gonna try and cutback/quit. its so nice outside.