well..it was day 5, now...its past midnight. muhaha you thought i was gonna say that i got drunk. neener neener. boy meets world, such a good show. need i say more? i learned an intro to an aric clapton song today, yea for me. haha, and i spent all day at tarpley's(local music store) and played some gittars, it was great fun. i wanna work there ( Read more... )

who is the one to blame?
me or you
you drew the line then wrapped it around yourself, daring me to cross

seeing those soft eyes well up with tears...

and on a lighter note

i didn't get the job at united. its really discouraging. may not seem like a big deal to some of you, but it was to me. it was something to do, but i did pray about it so maybe that job wasn't intended for me. but hey, nodes of ranvier is playing today and i get to go see them!!!

i actually read some of my bible last night. it was nice. i went to sleep in some sweats to try and break my fever. i didn't work. haha

"lots of people are sad when it rains. no sweet heart, it rains because you're sad."

i just noticed how everyone feels lonely...but no one's compatible in this town. how sad. i am part of this lonliness, no one my age that doesn't drink, and no one young thats not a complete asshole or i've had too much drama with. i'm gonna move to arizona and see dan every day i think. i've allready talked to my parents about it, they think its ( Read more... )

the band pretty much broke up today, charles quit, and i don't see matt and gabe going on unless they're gonna do some wierd project w/drums and vocals. i didn't smoke all day, nor did i drink. i feel good, i feel healthy. and i'm broke hahaha...hopefully i'll get that job at united, i really need something to keep me busy. my neck hurts. my ( Read more... )

hahaha i'm watchin my lil 4 year old cousin try and figure out metroid prime on game cube, its quite interesting haha...she actually has figured some of it out. man my back hurts, hopefully i'll get over this flu, the nodes of ranvier show is tues i can't wait its gonna be sooooooooo rad :D. i must go. i don't care if i have to pawn something

linkin park.....man, i really like them..hahaha i know know, they're so not scene..but hey...i think they're good

shannon is such a sweet girl, i got to talk to her on the phone for about 20 min. she talks a LOT haha...which is a good thing b/c there's nothing more ackward than talking to someone on the phone first time...or any time and they just sit there and don't say much.