Seems that since I have been away, my friends page is gone....alas, I had hoped to check in here with everyone. Guess I will wait to update, in case I can figure out what happened to everyone...? Love to all (in case you can see this!) ox

Ok.... Just logged on here, and the friends page is nil? Have you all left or do I need to do something to check in with you all? Oh dear....Iwant to update, but am afraid to since I can't see anyone else's pages....? Eff!!

ok! why can i only see a few of my friends' entries at a time? i want to catch up before i attempt to post after all this time (and it HAS been such a long time, SUCH a long time, but perhaps i can try again?), but i can't see your entries, my dears---only a few at a time!

help. :)

I need to be held to something. I am writing so I will remember that I have realised that change needs to happen. I know what I need to do, I just need to recruit supports to do it ( Read more... )

I really want to be able to write, to say what I feel, to put it down. But it eludes me: when i go to face the page and write it down, I balk and can't do it. Mostly because i don't know what it is that i'm thinking or feeling, just that there is something that is waiting, wanting to be discovered, a key or clue or reason. It's been there a long ( Read more... )

And here we are again...should be going to sleep, to bed, to rest. But am up, and not wanting to go try and lie down---for what? Why? What is it that I think I will find, that I keep wanting, that missing thing, that i fear i will miss finding if I go sleep ( Read more... )

I hope you all saw my response to your sweet posts--because your taking the time to respond meant an enormous amount to me, you have no idea..
thank you.
k

I want to write, i want to say what is going on.

what is that thing, i seek it right now, that missing thing that will let me go to sleep--each time, the same: that SOMETHING that i can't quite put my finger on.

i want to talk, to be heard. (i say 'want' a lot, don't i.)

what is it that isn't, that needs to be?

Went to my follow up from last week's doc visit. I rushed like a madwoman to get there, after being tied up at work last-second, so I was a little frazzled ( Read more... )

Today ( Read more... )