Trace Adkins- Honkey Tonk Badonkadonk ( Read more... )

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Well, I havent heard from Pup yet except when I missed his phone call at megans! One inch from service! Bagh! Oh well... I wait patiently for his phone call like a good little girl, lol. Ive been trying to stay busy to keep my mind off everything. Me and Megan C have gotten to be so close! I love you girl! I dont think theres a day that goes ( Read more... )

Well, last night I went out with Chad to go see a movie. I told him that right now, we couldnt be anything more than friends, but I would still go to the movie with him. We went to see wedding crashers (he wouldnt let me pay for my ticket) and it was hilarious!!! The weird thing was (as we found out) the story was a little like our own. She was ( Read more... )

OK, so Pup didnt call before he left. Im a little hurt, but I know that hes a marine before hes anything else.. what ever he is to me. Im still trying to figure that out. Hes still that little ghost that follows me through the day, but its getting better. Im sort of getting used to this. Although, today I sort of lost it. It really hit me ( Read more... )

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold ( Read more... )

Well, although I havent posted, things have been way down, but they are slowly coming back up. I thought that Pup just wasnt calling and ignoring my calls and that hurt. But he sent a package that I got today to "Mr and Mrs Heite and Ray Ray" It was cute and made me feel good- it made my day when mom called and told me that it had came. It was ( Read more... )

Ugh. I wish I just had a switch to turn my damn brain off! It wont shut up. If I could just stop thinking and analyzing things, Id be so much better off. I just hate this grown ache inside me. I feel things getting really tense between me and Pup and I dont like them. Hes snapped at me several times and hung up on me once and wouldnt answer ( Read more... )

Well, In talking to megan C tonight, Ive had a revelation. Im stupid for orrying about something that I cant control right now. I have so many other things that are on my mind, things that I can take care of. Until I talk to Pup, Im going to try my hardest not to worry about it. Im going to focus on the things that I have to take care of. ( Read more... )

Hopey, I never think what you say is bullshit. I love you too damn much. I just tried calling Pup, but he was on his way out. He told me he would call me when he got done with whatever the hell it is hes doing and when I asked him Promise? he said yes and hung up the phone. I dont know, I dont know what the hell to feel. All I know is that Im ( Read more... )