this is my life. and here i am. this is my savor. maybe no one could ever understand. cause no one see's it inside out. and maybe that's why they can't possibly comperhend just what happens when we look at eachother. but that's the end.  and i need to keep it there. [for real this time] the past. cause thats what it is. just like everything else in ( Read more... )

girls. they become obsessed. looking through myspace. looking through livejournal. they think they know everything. about boys. about me. about friends. oh and they know nothing. it's a shame that jealousy is such a drug to some, but i've been trying to escape it all my life. and it's back, but this time it's different girls. different age. and i ( Read more... )

the blood rushes to my head. you've got me spinning. i'm lying underneath you, wondering what's going on. oh those thoughts make me weak. just like that. it's gone. boy, you don't know what you want, and i wish you'd tell me yes or no. it'd make me so much less confused about life. i've over analyzed everything to the core. [ha] and i still don't ( Read more... )

he's convinced that i fucked his friend. what is that? and now i know why i haven't missed you one bit. god. did i really care about you. and now i could careless. all those long nights making out under the stars, like nothing else mattered. i can't believe how things got so fucked up. i had the best sex of my life with you. i know it all went down ( Read more... )

three's a charm. and your playing a game with me. too bad i'm too smart to fall in your trap. and i'm not young. i'm better then that. and your breaking her heart. she's living on false hope. i feel sorry for her unless your lying to me. [which is probably the truth] you have no reason to lie. and you do anyway. i don't believe you. and i'm so lost ( Read more... )

last night i couldn't sleep. you were on my mind. relax. i cried. this is an emergency, your causing so much commotion. and im confused. i wanted to get up, run to you, sleep in your bed. even if we didn't have sex. i'd hold you tight, you'd make me feel important, oh, how i want to be important to you. i hate being second best. im breathless. my ( Read more... )