haven't written in this thing in forever. i miss florida horribly. i have to admit my group of friends i had throughout my frosh/soph year of hs were the best ppl ive ever met and i doubt i will meet anyone like them ever again ( Read more... )

gay ass shit thats going around right now. thanks to "friends"

everythings been really tough for the last few days. i wish the arguing would stop but its seems like the closer we get to the end of may the more tense i get. i cant even imagine how im going to be when the time comes.

for now ill just take it as it comes

take it as it comes
thats the common misconception of a dreamer on the run

bad actors with bad habits...
some sad singers they just play tragic
and the phones ringing
and the vans leaving
lets just keep touching
lets just keep...keep singing

you write such pretty words
but loves no storybook
loves an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt.
do you like to hurt?
i do i do.
then hurt me

ive decided that im gong to completely devote myself to figuring things out. not in a way where im sitting around thinking constantly, but i think i just need some me time. time to live and wake up for just myself ( Read more... )

im convinced that wondering 'what if' is the worst thing there is.

we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
we drove back home, and slept a few days
we woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.

HOEEE mmYYY GAWdd
and all our sins
come back to haunt us in the end
to hang around
and tap us on the shoulder
and smile silent

i just want him around for the rest of my life. i want him here with me, i want to experience everything with him by my side ( Read more... )

i love california, just thought i would let you all know that. miss you peter :)

im going home tomorrow so if anyone needs to get ahold of me call 8585137910. peace out nuccas!!! :)