im really starting to hate people and relationships. everyones getting on my nerves and im being pulled in three different directions. i know exactly what i want but its just my luck to not be able to have it ( Read more... )

distance means so little when the one you love means so much

yay! home in like four days!!!! so i want to apply to santa barbara, san fran, sdsu, theres will be more but im not sure yet ( Read more... )

i leave for cali in a week and im going to be gone for 11 days!! soo excited and extremely happy to go home.

thats all i wanted to say.

LOVE LIFE, just love it.

at first i was disapointed with the way things turned out this year, but im thinking its for the best now. this way i will have more time to do what i actually want to do, more time to work towards my goals and figure out exactly where i want to go, and hopefully be able to cheer through college. it would make me the happiest person alive. anyway, ( Read more... )

cant sleep ( Read more... )

i didnt know you were going to save my life.

i am soooooo siked about this weekend. x core. :)

you know what else is great,
1. brinns coming here to drive around with me and dance like a crazy idiot.
2. im fucking going home for christmas omg im soooo happy!!! home, with my family and alyssa, its all i need, cant wait!!!

god, please tell me that this isnt what i think it is.
tell me that im worrying for nothing.
i love you
-me