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everythings so hard for me to deal with right now.
i want it to go away.

i finally feel like lifes worth it. its been a while since i could actually keep a smile on my face. i lost track of whats really important in life. when i was younger, i hated every moment spent with my family, i felt like they were holding me back from doing something that would be ten times more exciting. i treated them like they were a waste of ( Read more... )

i was going threw my cds and i saw heavy trevy. the first time ive listened to that since like 8th grade. they were like the shit local band. brinn will remember them. i wonder what happened? last time i heard they were getting signed, but i havent heard any of them since. maybe its because im not in the so cal circle anymore. hmmm, interesting. it ( Read more... )

so todays been nice so far, no one home, freeeeeeeeedommmmmm!!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving Retards!!!

yeah so i guess my dads eating here... bleh

im just one of those people who is never going to have what they want. always disatisfied. too hard to please, ill be chasing after the same thing, the thing that i know will never happen, the thing that has made it completely clear to me over and over that i will not have it. but ill just keep chasing it, and feeling sorry for myself when it ( Read more... )

Bitches ain't nothin' but hoes and tricks'!!!

im lonely and im still sick but im going to have to suck it up for practice tomorrow.

bleh.

i cant believe i am sick. runny nose, soar throat, my eyes are heavy and i have a headache like whoa...my whole body just feels weak.

i have practice tomorrow and saturday, hopefully i am better by the weekend, if not, its really going to blow having to work out when im sick.

help.