i feel messy inside with a hard exterior.  i can't say anything that i haven't already written 5 million journal posts about already this lifetime.

so i'll just highlight some other things...

1) burlesque shows coming up.. that i would like you to attend..??? :

-monday june 8th at jacques in boston. starts at 10. cover is 7 dollars.  "fashion week ( Read more... )

 so my goldfish, penelope, is dying.   she was sitting at the bottom of the tank barely flipping her fins. i put her in a separate "hospital"  tank just incase she has something Othello might catch.

but she's going to die. and i'm pretty upset about it.  i've had her for about 2 years.

honestly, i will never ever again raise/take care of/care for ( Read more... )

 after a chat i had with a new friend this weekend...

it turns out i've been the "mistress" more than a couple of times in the past without even knowing.  i guess i should assume that everybody is a cheater. 
(this situation is okay, because the dood meant absolutely nothing)

it's disheartening but rather amusing. i WILL trust again.

p.s i sent in my ( Read more... )

 i got booked for my first show at jacques cabaret this coming monday!!

it's side show/carnivale type theme!

i'm bringing back the bearded lady in a new updated and more awesome sense
and the mad scientist will be back with a new twist!!

so, please come. tell people. you get it. we all get it!


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 so, i just found out that i got into BOTH the graduate schools that i applied for ( Read more... )

 you know your new job is amazing when...

- you admit to your boss you do burlesque and she gets excited and wants to come see your next show.
    (after asking me (in front of becca the 6 yr old) if i wear pasties)

- you eat a bowl of vegan chili, a bowl of split pea soup, a huge huge huge salad and vegan banana ice cream all freshly made by a ( Read more... )

 this past week i've had: 
- 4 job interviews
- 2 concerts (mates of state/the black kids and the faint/ladytron.... both which were amazing and i danced the soles *souls* of my feet off)
- 3 appointments
- and a partridge in a pear tree.

okay written out it doesn't seem like i was up to much, but i've been non stop busy this week!

and.... i got a job. ( Read more... )

 i look down. and i can see you. underneath my skin. and you'll be there for my life. and i hate you. and i hate it. and i want to tear my thigh off. and i want you to know that i want to tear my thigh off. and i want to sew it up. and have no fault line. i want you to know that i don't think about you (but i do.)
and i can see you as 7 perfect ( Read more... )

 today is my first day being jobless. i have done very little with my time. but what i have done.. has been productive.

i have a couple of jobs in the works. some interviews lined up. i'm probably going to work as a camp counselor, at a daycare, or for an after school program. and if that doesn't work out.. mikey said he'd hire me to work at berk's ( Read more... )

 i forgot how much i love the show "wonder showzen" and how amazingly uncomfortable it makes me feel sometimes.

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