So, that fight with my boyfriend? Yeah it got wayyyyy worse before it got any better. We argued for most of the day, unless we were ignoring each other. Which made up like half the day.

I hate not being able to get diagnosed with stuff until I'm eighteen, it doesn't make much sense to me. I get why, because our brains aren't fully developed yet. ( Read more... )

Today was supposed to be a good day, instead I got so dizzy from literally nothing that I almost passed out. Had a fever of 102, and got into a huge fight with two of my partners (for context, we're both polyam).

The fight with one of them was because I was concerned for his health, that's it. That's literally it, fuck me for trying to be a good ( Read more... )

Today was pretty awesome for a Monday. I had to go back to school, so that sucks but also it's kind of okay I guess. I fuckin hate high school. It's such a stupid concept, and the math. I fuckin hate the math. I don't understand it, it's just all so stupid. We don't need geometry or algebra in the real world, okay algebra maybe, but DEF not ( Read more... )

I started writing this song last night with one of my bandmates (they're also my best friend). It's about tearing yourself apart for everyone elses' entertainment, like you don't understand why you do it and you don't know how to stop so you just... keep ruining your own life. It's a really personal song, and we're gonna figure out guitars for it ( Read more... )

Social media is such a stupid thing. Courtney was so right.  She says we should stay the fuck offline, and honestly I've never agreed more. I feel the need to ditch it, but honestly, I enjoy the drama. I also like posting on Instagram, I like the likes and comments and the sense of admiration from my followers.

Honestly the whole concept of social ( Read more... )