Well, it's 3:23, and here I am at the library again... and now I'm finished with this journal... it just doesn't do it for me anymore. I feel as if I am opening up myself for no apparent reason... no one cares but me, so why share it with anyone else... I'm gonna do what my friend Amy is doing... end this, and keep my own journal... just a pen and ( Read more... )

I haven't said anything here for awhile. To be honest, I've had little desire to do so, and I'm thinking of abandoning online journaling altogether, or at least for the time being (the time being until I have a computer of my own ( Read more... )

The last month has been eventful ( Read more... )

Well, I've started regular work at Wellspring... though they decided to keep me at the same place (Central Library), and I'll only be getting 16 hours. :O( All I need is four more... please, four more hours... :o ( Read more... )

:: well, this isn't the poem that I said I was working on in my last post... instead, here's one that just came to me yesterday after taking a listen to Zhao Jiping (Zhang Yimou's most prolific composer) and having watched the excellent House of Flying Daggers the night before... enjoy :o ( Read more... )

I'm just about trhough my training, and I'm terrified again... worried that I won't be able to get any work... and worried that Wellspring will turn out to be another PHC for me... so I ask myself... will Iever get a steady job ( Read more... )

And now, here the set of Samain Eve ( Read more... )

Where to will these lines ( Read more... )

Yesterday my aunt Stephanie, or my mom's sister, who lived next door to us, died in her sleep... it is not very surprising, since she was in poor health and all, but still... it isn't easy to handle in my mind. I was getting ready to go to work when the med trucks pulled in... and now I'm feeling guilty for not having spent any time with her, for ( Read more... )

Work has been going okay. They moved me to the Central Library a couple days ago... it's pretty cool working there so far... but that backpack vacuum is a real terror... I've only practiced with it... and I dread having to go through the whole building with it... ugh, my upper body strength is for shit ( Read more... )