I forgot about livejournal. All this facebook and myspace junk, it's just people stalking strangers. This was the true stuff here. Friends really connecting, sharing, inspiring. However, I'm not feeling inspired right now. My life is not exciting. In fact, Nick and I both fell asleep on the couch watching football tonight. Now we're awake ( Read more... )

i figure i'll update here about serious things. myspace is scary, everyone reads that and i just want to vent, you know ( Read more... )

i'm not dead either. i've just been busy and stressed out. i got an offer for a promotion at work. i'd be the operations manager, which is what i've wanted to be since my first week at the men's wearhouse. the problem is, the job is in mansfield, about an hour drive one way. so that would be roughly 110 miles a day, 5 days a week. that's a ( Read more... )

one of my friends killed himself. i saw him at northside bar in akron on thursday night and he was fine. he was having a good time and seemed fine. he left the bar around 3, had a fight with his girlfriend in the car on the way home and she dropped him off at his parent's house where he wanted to go. a while later he called her and said 'see ( Read more... )

i feel out of place. i was at work thinking, 'what am i doing here?" it still feels like i'm just visiting here. i miss cincinnati, my friends, and the life i had there. i don't feel right here, it's wrong. i want to cry every morning when i'm driving to work. it's not that it's so bad here, the people are okay. but i rememeber that i'm not ( Read more... )

nick started his new job at olive garden today. he's excited and so am i. it sucks that his parents don't support his new career/education choices ( Read more... )

nick and i are all moved in back in wadsworth. it still hasn't hit me yet. it just feels like we're visiting for a few days and then going back home to cincinnati. i guess home is here now. i'm not thrilled about this move at all. i had to say goodbye to my coworkers at men's wearhouse. my stomach still flops when i think about it. they had ( Read more... )

it's been a long ass time, but i'm still around. there's been a lot of drama lately, life has just been getting to me as it does each year around this time. we've had money problems like i never thought possible. my medical bills are getting a bit out of control and put us at $-500! we hit zero today and i actually cried from happiness. it was ( Read more... )

it's been a while. kind of a big update here ( Read more... )

still no internet at the apartment. we figured out we are not getting a strong enough signal from our apartment. suck ( Read more... )