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To Quote a friend I was once a "care free third grader" and i really wish i could go back. I wish i could be that third grader again. i just hate this shit all the fucking time. i mean i don't want to hang out with surten people because i'm worried i really don't have anything in comen with them. not any more at least. also i lost my love for ( Read more... )

ok another lj thats just me reambling but i don't think any reads ljs any more so i guess this is just for me. i never live in the present i always think what is my future going to be. but i know it wont happen i don't take the chancees and thats why i wont have the life i want. i mean i never really live in the first place i just look at it i stay ( Read more... )

what is it with night. i mean when night comes and i don't want to go online and my parents are asleep i just seem to try to figure out something to do. but in the end im in my house some where crying. i mean i love the night much better then the daytime but i mean i just get so depressed well actully i just think. i mean i just have nothing better ( Read more... )

well i've been in a bad mood lately don't ask why i'm not tell. i just have been. i been thinkin a lot about the future and what is instore for me. and if i'll ever do what i want to do and if u don't know what i want to do it's be in a band. i really just want to go out a tour and be in a band writing songs and makin music that people love and ( Read more... )

have you ever be hurt by some one that u thought was a true friend but it ended yup they never cared about you. that friend makes you feel that you never can really trust any one and you become self confedent. and even though u want to open up to people u can't but u can. you tell them something and u think ok that was stupid their use it agaigsnt ( Read more... )

PLEASE TO EVERY ONE AND ANY ONE WHO READS THIS LIVEJOURNAL TELL ME I’M GOING TO FAIL. TELL ME I WILL NOT MAKE IT IN THEATER OR IN SINGING. I WILL FAIL TERRIBLE AND WORK IN A CUBICA FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. DON’T ASK WHY JUST DO IT TELL ME I’M GOING TO FAIL. AT EVERYTHING. PLEASE JUST DO IT. IT WILL HELP ME GREATLY. THANX.

i just found a powerful drug and when i don't have it god do i break down.i see everything so clear when I'm off it. my drug is people when I'm talking to them or around them I don't have to think about my problems i can think about theirs.it's like i can leave the real world.and god when I'm back i notice how high i go. i have such high ( Read more... )

If I was to leave today what would you say to make me stay. I don't mean because I'm here and I'm your friend or you family or I love you. I'm beening serious. If I was to leave what would you say to make me stay.

God I hate this fucking life. I hate everything at the moment. school, friends, family, guys. it's all to fucking confusaing. I know I know life is always confusing and I have to deal but still it's ticking me off. I mean i'm disting myself from a lot of my friends and I've been mad at a lot of them lately because they say this fucking stuipd shit ( Read more... )