So, I went to his house tonight, did my laundry and all..and I tried to bring up my speech, and whenever I started to get my point across, he kept blowing me off! Saying things like "oh god..." and "whatever, shut up" I almost wanted to cry, then I stopped myself and realized that he wasn't even worth the breath it took to tell him what I had to ( Read more... )

Ok, so this Thursday I have to go to Franklyn's apt to do my laundry.. and then when he's driving me home I have a speech planned out on how I can't see him anymore, at all. It's just too hard.. and he's so insensitive. When I get upset about Trangelina Hoelie, because the bitch calls him EVERY fucking time I'm hanging out with him, he gets all ( Read more... )

so, I need to get out of this funk I'm in. I'm checking out buddhism and I'm joining a "save the parks" volunteer group. I need to start focusing on being a better me and not dwelling on issues beyond my control. END.

It's so frustrating. I broke up with him, so why am I the one who feels so rejected? Oh yea, because I broke up with him because he kept showing me how much he no longer loved me. I guess it doesn't matter that I was the dumper, the fact is, I still love him and he doesn't love me, and that hurts no matter how you put it. I keep TRYING to be ( Read more... )

You're a 90's kid if ( Read more... )

I hate when people *ahem* Franklyn especially prove just how easily replaceable I am. It's like all the time and effort I put in doesn't count for anything once someone "new and exciting" enters the picture. It's just really depressing how disposable I am. It's instances like this when I think "why bother?" What's the point of making friends and ( Read more... )

So today is what would have been mine and Franklyn's 6yr anniversary. Sad that I remember reading a statistic that 87% of breakups happen at the 5.5 yr mark..and that if you can make it past 5.5 yrs, you're pretty much solid..... Franklyn and I totally fell into that statistic. How sad...and amusing at the same time. Here's to hoping my next ( Read more... )

Not for a guy...for a friend....well, a guy wouldn't hurt..but I'd really just like a friend. Why do you all live so far away? :(

So..now that I'm single, I want to go out and enjoy life and just be me, I'm not ready to date or have a bf again. Unfortunately, I have to do it alone because everyone I meet my age already has a bf, or all they want to do is go to bars or clubs in the hopes of meeting potential bf's. It's so lame. WTF..I'm 22, not 30, can't I find a girl my age ( Read more... )

This friend of mine on myspace made up his own "relationship advice" column that he posts through the bulletin every Thursday. I put in my question and here was his answer. This makes me feel so good ( Read more... )