So tomorrow is our 3rd month together. It makes me nervous. I am really scared, because he's the first boy I've really adored in a while, and I keep getting advice from my mom that it could end, and she doesn't want to see me in tears again. It's not going to end soon I don't think, but still, I'm nervous. I dont want to see myself like that again ( Read more... )

Do you have the following in your bedroom ( Read more... )

I'm sick of feeling bitter and angry about things. I want to make it better to some capacity - enough to stop dwelling on it. I want to at least apologize and have no hard feelings. I want to be happy.

Now that I'm home for break, I realize that a semester of my freshman year of college has already passed. And when I think about it, I already have a lot of fond memories from it.

"I just saw him as this weak leech, barely hanging on, sucking."
-Mom

Lighten up and enjoi life. Things change, get used to it. And hey, why is it that everytime you're driving and you try to pass a biker on the side of the road, there is always a car coming in the other direction so you have to slow down and can't pass them? that pisses me off.

here's the first sentence of the first entry of every month in the year 2006. Copied from jaeger ( Read more... )

Wow, when I think things are really really stupid, I'm so vocal about it.

Fools in love, well are there any other kind of lovers ( Read more... )

I am so sick! 3 fevers, 3 nights in a row. I took some tylenol, and now I'm sweating out my whole fever. It's getting so uncomfortable. Ughh I just wish it would go away, and I hope that I feel better for vacation ( Read more... )