so the screen hurts my eyes. but thats ok. surgery went well. dr song is funny. dr morian, the anesthesiologist was funny. i was awake going into the OR he said something about driving. said in a about 30 seconds i shouldn't feel a thing. i laughed. and boy was he right. at about 6 pm monday i was awake and not knowing where the hell i was. but ( Read more... )

beat me bruise me. i wont tell. no one knows you. its ok. you wont be able to see me ever again. not after today. not after what you did. hurting me doesnt help what you're going through. but i wont tell. i'm good at keeping secrets. we had something. but no. no more pookie.

i forgive him. i want things to be like they used to. all those years ago ( Read more... )

compared to the life of my friends i have no drama. there's no one i want to date. there's noone, that i care about, that wants to date me ( Read more... )

so there was food, and talking, and tv, and food. but brecht and blaze. ahh

i so wish i could ride blaze, he's such a pretty horse. but he's still green. spring break. my aunt judi said spring break and he's all mine to train and ride. bareback at that. ahh. i want to count down the days. ahh.

instead yesterday i rode brecht. the most beautiful ( Read more... )

i'm holding open invitation to my spring break trip. its to my aunt's house in the middle of no where nc. i really just want someone to share the driving with becasue it's a long road (58) that we'd go down for ever and ever. but its so fun there. i had so much fun. i smell like horses and whatnot but still. and my butt hurts. the end. the only ( Read more... )

I'm stealing this from Brinn, who stole it from stacy ( Read more... )

so today was a bad day over all ( Read more... )

this is my show. our show. i've worked hard on it. i hope to god my crew gets there stuff done.

agh love. its complicated just cause it is. him and i feel about the same way right now. too much too soon. agh

Shtuff
Name: jessica amber
Nicknames: Jam for today. to jasmine i'm "white girl" 
Birthday: june 30, 1990 
Gender: female
Hair: brown. but yeah.. you know.  
Eyes: blue
Height: like 5'7.5''
Zodiac Sign: cancer
Status: single
Graduation Year: 2008
mis cosas favoritas
Movie:Harold and Maude
TV Show: Sex & the City 
Book: I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings 
Color ( Read more... )

I've seen a man cry, I've seen a man shout out ( Read more... )