wow.. its christmas.. yet it doesnt even feel like it.. actually.. today kinda sucks.. once you "grow up".. it kinda takes a lot away from it.. i dunno.. just kinda bummed i guess.. my 2nd mommy is in the hospital :(.. which isnt good.. i just hope that she gets better.. but shes gonna be there for a few days.. bld- my thoughts and prayers are ( Read more... )

last night i was talkin to beth and it made me cry.. like seriously.. it made me miss oxford so much.. well not really oxford.. just mainly her.. shes always been there for me .. shes never backstabbed me or anything like that.. shes one of a kind. and i miss her soo much.. we were talking about how life was suppose to be.. i was suppose to stay ( Read more... )

hmm so.. on friday i flipped out on someone that completley deserved it.. i kinda wanna tell him all the stupid shit his gf does but why should i?.. i mean its not like it would be helping me out any.. and chances are he wouldnt care.. so whatever ( Read more... )

hehe.. yay for things that others dont know about ( Read more... )

wanda died now too.. its really depressing when you go to feed your fish and its laying at the bottom of the bowl looking at you.. yea.. sad ( Read more... )

cosmo died :( .. how sad is that.. wanda is goin crazy with out him.. i gotta get her/him a new playmate . hopefully soon..

today was an amazing day.. not really sure why.. but i didnt let anything bother me.. i just laughed it all off.. really kinda excited about something.. but not gonna say.. dont want it to explode in my face.. all im gonna say is that it has to do with this certian boy.. :)

i hate baby killers

so today is thanksgiving.. who freakin cares.. dont get me wrong.. im thankful for everything i have.. but i just hate holidays .. well minus christmas and st.pattys day (my b-day).. i dont know why.. its just the way it is.. and having my neighbors always have like a million people at there house doesnt help.. cuz its like i wish i had that.. my ( Read more... )

welll hummm humm humm.. i love 2 hour phone conversations with my guy friend about his girlfriend and all we do is make fun of her.. haha sucks to be you bitch :) .. your the retard that brought it on yourself.. so now you gotta deal with it ( Read more... )

i miss him.. miss seeing his face.. miss talkin to him. atleast when he was away i had a reason that i couldnt talk to him.. and now there isnt one and i want to talk to him so badly.. i just wanna give in and be like fuck it.. lets play all your stupid mind games again.. i dont care... even if it did hurt me more than make me happy.. atleast for a ( Read more... )