okay so ive decided that i dont have a life.. well actually.. i would if i had friends that would call me when they say they will to hang out or whatever ( Read more... )

i hate winter.. i hate it.. i hate it.. i hate it!!!!! everythings all dead and or dying.. its soo depressing.. and it reminds me of shit that i'd just rather forget ever happened.. just the smell of winter makes me wanna cry.. but i cant help it.. what am i suppose to do? just stop breathing?.. yeah dont i wish.. then i wouldnt have to deal with ( Read more... )

i love when you have plans with someone ... yet they ditch you.. yep I LOVE IT!! i mean i must.. since it keeps happening over and over and over.. blah.. whatever.. fuck it

im feel a lot better..

ma- i love you!

25days!

maddis going with timma-roo
and im going with bobba-roo

and its gonna rock cuz.. part of the j&n is going.. (meri,jess)

yepp... sweet life

things have been kinda crazy lately.. ehh. maybe its just me.. today i worked 1-10.. just for melissa.. for like an hour it was just me and her in the store.. kinda crazy.. but it was dead.. so whatever ( Read more... )

Before reading anymore of this entry i would like to take a time out to look at the ever so talented and magnificent man to the right of this ( Read more... )

i for one would like to say that i hate bush.. i think its time for someone eles turn in office.. besides he cant screw us over any more than bush did. one thing i dont like about bush is the fact that hes against gay rights when his running mate or whoever has a gay neice or whatever.. gays should have the same rights as everyone else.. im a firm ( Read more... )

yesterday i had to work till 9.. then someone was suppose to come over for my sisters party.. but yah.. that never happened.. so ya i got upset and just started crying.. like always.. then kristen came and talked to me.. she made me feel a little better.. so then after that things were a lot better.. i hate when you have plans with someone and then ( Read more... )

*I am just a tiny wave, a minor ripple out at sea ( Read more... )

i have a problem.. but i cant tell anybody.. well actually.. one person knows.. but he cant help me now.. i know what i should do.. but im scared and honestly.. ashamed.. not once.. but twice.. you always think it wont happen to me.. but then it does and your like why?.. what did i do.. well i know what i did.. and right after i've regreted it ( Read more... )