Have I changed?

I think so. Toned down the noise. Found a path to follow. Found some one that helps me really look at myself.

This process is almost familiar. I did do this fairly regularly, didn't I ( Read more... )

I want to help you, but I don't know how ( Read more... )

This journal is such a broken look at my life.

I flirt like a nerd.

But I think I'm ok with it.

And 30 ( Read more... )

This is what I do. I latch. Onto the first girl that shows me affection without driving me crazy. I've gotten better about clinging, smothering, being paranoid, being jealous. But I still latch. I still allow myself to believe that I'm feeling something for some one ( Read more... )

"So she's needy crazy. That's one of the worst kinds."
"I've had one of those, makes up stories to get attention. We were going out for three weeks and her dad died twice."
I don't know if any television show has ever spoken to me with so much relevance.

There's a black-capped chickadee in the top right corner of Livejournal currently. I love those birds. I fed one out of my hand by a feeder while I was in upstate NY this winter. I was getting pretty convinced that Tom Brown Jr was completely full of shit, but that felt almost like... proof of concept. How many of the things he describes are ( Read more... )

You used to say that there's a time we all deserve to lose our minds ( Read more... )

No more excuses. No more regrets. Time to grow up, kid.