Why isn't there a handbook on life?
Everything seems to be falling apart.
Papa Bob passed last weekend, heading up to Oregon this weekend for the funeral.
Single again, last one definitely didn't work out.
On the bright side, I'm moving back to California in October-ish. I'm over Arizona, too damn hot.

i love riding my awesome new bicycle around town. i found an awesome tunnel that is like a shortcut to work, totally rad. work is so slow this week i'm dying. going to go play basketball at the park with the roommates. baller! i don't even know why i post anything here, i have no friends on here, ahah.

I love my job. I love my roommates. I love myself. I love that I've lost so much weight. I love my new bicycle. I love where I live. I love life. Go me. :D

I GOT THE JOB AT MASSAGE ENVYYYYY!!!!!
:)

I think I'm done. I think I'm ready to come home.
Once again, I've learned that I'm an idiot.
I'm sick of dealing with bullshit.
I don't think he's worth it anymore.
I'm never happy, always depressed when I used to be so happy.
I never do anything anymore.
All I do is mope around the house and work.
I don't even eat anymore. Ever.

I'm done ( Read more... )

So today is my first day on this diet thing. I drank a shake this morning, it was alright. I think I'm gonna try mixing it with fruit with my second shake of the day. I feel kinda shaky and faint though, like it wasn't a substantial food for breakfast. And then I take the Natural Accelerator later which boosts my metabolism and then I take the ( Read more... )

I miss so many people.
P.S. I love you is such a sad movie.
I actually cried during it.
I NEVER fucking cry.
Anyways, coming home.
Stoked.
Way homesick.
I've been going to the gym twice a day.
EXHAUSTED. Fuck.
It's so lonely here without Maddy.
But I don't miss her.
Weird.
Someone come visit me. :(

Fuck. I hate my hormones right now.

Agh, life. Whyyyyyy must it be so complicated. Really. Like why can't you say certain things to certain people or talk about certain things around certain people. And why do you say things you don't really mean to someone. Like for example you tell them that you really don't care that you're overweight. But in reality you do. It makes no sense at ( Read more... )