Life gets better each day! I'm coming to terms with the fact that if I can't get love, affection, commitment, respect, and a want "to work on our relationship"; that it's not worth being depressed over. I held that relationship together. That's why it lasted so long. And I'm sure that I would have gotten strung around for longer if I had kept ( Read more... )

So my weekend went pretty well considering.

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...they made me feel better to hear them. I always liked one of the songs because it was just pretty to listen too. But now it has meaning to me. And the other one is a new one that I hadn't heard before. Everything that it says is something that I've felt. So really READ the words if you'd like. But I think I posted this for myself...perhaps a ( Read more... )

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Someone needs to call me and make me laugh! I could use one of those about right now. *sigh* work is boring and I don't want to be here. I wish that I could be irresponcible and take a month off work to gather myself, sleep in, and sulk....but there are enough bad choices being made around me that I don't need to start making them myself. Hell I've ( Read more... )

God this is HARD! I feel like I'm walking around but the air isn't air anymore, it's this thick molasses type stuff. I'm doing alright but I just feel weighted down. I want to be THERE for him! But I can't do that. This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do! I want him to be ok; I want him to be happy! I don't want him to struggle. But I ( Read more... )

I've been listening to 10 years alot since last wednesday. Today I decided to take a look at some of the lyrics and REALLY know what they are singing about. This song below really made me thing of Will and I. The brownish color is my point of view and I think the blue is his point of view. No matter what, you should go check out their cd The Autumn ( Read more... )

So my brother is officially back home! They got home last night and so after work I went to visit for the evening. He's doing really well. He is complaining that his back hurts really bad. He had a massage therapist give him a massage but that didn't help. I gave him one last night but I wasn't helping any so he had me stop. I told him that he ( Read more... )

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Well GaVin is out of the hospital. He's still in Baltimore with my parents but he should be back home by the latest the 20th ( Read more... )