2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake ( Read more... )

So I'm pouting like the bitch I am... don't know if I have any reason to... but I'm pouting anyway... *POUTS*

Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs ( Read more... )

Am I not pretty enough ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

So I just took the "Geek test" that everyone in the theatre department has been yakking about for days. And I only scored a 6.1%, tied for the lowest in the department. I can't believe that I am that little of a geek when I feel so inept all the time, saying the wrong things to the wrong people and never handling things smoothly the way I see ( Read more... )

Some people are crying and others are in trouble and I'm sober. This has been the crappiest night ever. For the first time in three years I want a boyfriend or at least a gay guy that would let me watch movies at his house. Instead I'm alone after spending the evening playing Mom. At least I didn't buy a dress.

I got a new toothbrush.... oh and my roommate got thrown around by her dick of a boyfriend.... what a fun day!!!!

The fucking nights I've cried and the hours I've obsessed and the craziness I've indulged and you have no idea... NO FUCKING IDEA.

That you were worth every minute.

One month later and I have the plague AGAIN!!!! The whole purpose of me getting it in Feb. was that I wouldn't get it now.... So now I have to go to student death and have them look it up on the internet so I can get some sort of drugs.... FUCK!