Well I have this whole little game thingy I am playing with a few people, they don;t know about it but oh well hehe. But other then that my life seems to be in a slump and I am sick of it, I want to get a life and do soemthing wiht it. And no that does not just mean school because personally I think school is nearly a waste of time at this point. ( Read more... )

I remember sitting back way in middle school and just thinking that I would never have trouble with having friends or getting guy, and here I am 4 years later having issues with both of those topics. I never expected to be the prom queen, but I never thought I would be the girl who questions whether or not most of her friends are real, or the girl ( Read more... )

I have been reading through the old entrys I have posted and it made me realize just how much I actually have changed in the past year or so. I was concerned about such meaningless shit and stuff that wouldn't matter to anyone else and shouldn't have even mattered to me. I don't want to worry about what people think of me, I don't want to care if ( Read more... )

Well today I woke up feeling like absolute crap, so I went into my moms room and told her I didn't feel good and she gave me the day off yay. I have been getting sicker for the last week or so but it seems to be like bad in the morning, like I can barely talk but then as the day progresses I slowly start to feel better and then by night time I feel ( Read more... )

Ok well the last entry was all about the drama with most of the guys in my life, now this one we can talk about the sanity in which my closer girls pals bring me. Ok first off lets try Robin, I love her beyond death and everything and she is awesome I feel like i can tell her anything, the only problem is though we have conflicting friends. Some ( Read more... )

Ok well as always I talk about guys, and in almost two months I have a lot to talk about. First off Josh.... well he was pretty much begging me to go back out with him and give it one more chance and everything, saying he wanted to marry me and all that great stuff. Well because of things I just couldn't say yes, I gave him numerous excuses but one ( Read more... )

I have became a sad pathetic little person who sits at her computer all day and downloads music, but you know what? I LOVE IT! hehe it makes it so I always have something great to listen to. Like right now, Once Upon a December from Anastasia! Love this song, who doesn't? Well other then that.... been spending a lot of time out of the house ( Read more... )

I SAID FUCK 23 TIMES, wow am I pissed LoL ok time to call and yell

OK FUCKING PEOPLE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO START TALKING TO ME BEFORE YOU FUCKING JUDGE ME! TRUST MY FUCKING LOYALTY TO MY GOD DAMNED FRIENDS AND TRUST THAT I KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING AND THAT I DON'T DO SHIT TO INTENTIONALLY HURT PEOPLE! Yeah yeah yeah why should you people believe me? you know why? because I always give you guys the fucking ( Read more... )

People are so interesting and yet how come I always want to throw half the people I know off a cliff, watch them hit the bottom, and shrug it on to continue living my life? I mean yeah sure I care about you all but my friend Carolyn and I seem to be going through the same type of drama. Pretty much our friends flip out every time we have an opinion ( Read more... )