*takes a deep breath........ and screams!* Why is it the one person I actually might give a damn about has to question everything I do and make me just want to forget they exist? I mean these emotions are fine and everything when no one else is around but as soon as someone else pops up I have to just be someone he can't stand. This is the 4th time ( Read more... )

I think the title explains it all really I mean yeah well there is soo much going on and part of me just wants to scream and say fuck it all forget everything! But I can't I think I like this guy and other times I think it is just a physical attraction but it is still confusing me either way. I am not sure if I am just being used again I swear all ( Read more... )

Ok well tomorow is the first day of school, oh joy right? Though for some reason I am not excited, anxious, or even upset about it. It sucks though since I will have triple the math HW at times, I have agreed to do my college friends math class for him but I'm getting paid for that so yay, and I may help out my other friend who just went on home ( Read more... )

NOTE: zNo smoking around Jess. Thankyou for your co-operation.
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I have been so bored and taking a busload of quizzes lately, LoL oh well I'll live

Yes I am bored had an interesting day filled with random information that I am currently not at liberty to discuss. Oh well a few more things that I never heard, did, saw, or know about floating up in my head. I'll get over it. Well I am mentally exhausted. So I will talk to you laters.

Always
Jess

Take the quiz: "Which Greek goddess are you? (girls only)"

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Today I had a very long and somewhat depressing conversation with one of my friends about love, she sat there and said how love was everything and she knew she was in love and nothing can change that. I sat there and argued how love can start things, but it is rarely there in the end not really at least. I sat there and read everything I had typed ( Read more... )

Every now and then I hit a point where I am unsure of everything except the fact that I feel totally empty and alone in this world. I know I have people out there who care about me and are willing to take care of me and everything I just feel like it is all one big illusion. I have been shutting off from so many people lately. I finally get a hold ( Read more... )

Well another day and still nothing interesting happens to me! I swear my life is every day pretty much just repeating the day before it, with a few minor alterations of course. Well today I have been on the phone most of the day since me Charlie and Lyle are the only ones planning Alec's part on Sunday, Nick and Tace were suposed to help but then ( Read more... )

Ok for all the complaining I do that I am always half asleep and never awake, I am never ever allowed to really sleep, not totally at least! Last night I had just started to fall asleep at like 12, after hanging up with Christina, then Alec calls me! But guess where he is right now? He is asleep in his comfty bed! and I have been up since 6 gone to ( Read more... )