I don't exactly know what I'm going to do with my life right now ( Read more... )

It seems like I had only a moment when everything seemed perfect. Now, that moment is gone and I'm left wondering if I'm doing the right thing for me.. and I'm going to happy doing it, or am I just going to waste a lot of people's time and money ( Read more... )

So many things to think about right now. Work, friends (or lack-of), living where I do, being by myself, what I'm going to do next, how I'm going to pay bills, maybe I should get a cat?, realizing I need to make a day-to-day plan ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated.. Why is it, after about 3 and a half years some things never change? I don't even know how it all started off in the first place. It just doesn't make sense to me. It shouldn't matter, I shouldn't be so frustrated with it all, but I am ( Read more... )

So many thoughts going on.. nervous for the weekend, nervous my bills aren't going to get paid because I haven't gotten paid.. and being so far from people I love. It's really been frustrating that I've started working, I'm supposed to get paid, but because they haven't gotten paid from other people, I can't. And then I get notices about my bills ( Read more... )

I hate it when people like to judge you.. Especially when you have not given them a reason to think what they do. They just assume things that aren't true. I won't say that I've never done that, but I've definitely scaled back. I don't make snap decisions about people because of one thing that has happened. I like to look at everything, take it all ( Read more... )

My blood is boiling. I have not felt like this in a while. I don't know if its betrayed, mad, pissed off, frustrated or what. I don't even know what to say now. I had so many thoughts going, but now they all just kind of disappeared.

I'm in such a weird place. I'm so happy, but I feel so badly on the other hand. "As long as you're happy I'm not ( Read more... )

So, 5 months after I move to Winston-Salem, I move again. Now I'm in Concord, an hour away from Winston-Salem, about half an hr from Charlotte. I'm on the verge of having my dream job, and I've got a boyfriend that I'm crazy about and cannot wait to see him again. The few things that could be better right now is that the job was official, I had my ( Read more... )

So, update since Feb, I moved to NC. I started an internship, got an apt, had a job (which wasn't working w/my internship schedule), and now i'm looking for a full-time job, was eating really healthy, went home - ate a ton of crap and gained about 5 lbs, came back and decided i needed desperately to eat healthy and start a little bit of exercising ( Read more... )

So, I come here when I have something on my mind, and I don't want everyone in the world to know about.. since people tend to forget about this (including me ( Read more... )