so tomorrow we meet the owners od the place and see if we get the house, the real estate guy is a real dick and is asking a bucket load of questions, either because he is a creep or because the owners are creeps... my nerves are shot and im sick of waiting im not handling this well, ive always been able to punch the shit out of my problems... i ( Read more... )

we just got back from looking at houses and saw a nice one that we could afford and would suit us nicely... its in the neighborhood and theres enough space for the whole family comfortably... just renting for now is a bit of a hassle, but it will teach us just what we need in the long term and how to budget... im happy this is happening and im ( Read more... )

man, i havent been around ain a mules age, but i have been truly busy... im finally getting over double pneumonia which made things harder because i refused to miss a day of work to rest and recover... the summer season is here and as always work is crazy and wears me out but knowing this will be my last summer in my building, i really want to ( Read more... )

its been a real hectic few weeks, the girlfriend has been staying over because her aunt died so her ma and son took off to south carolina, which has been good... at work its time to take the boilers apart and work on them, which is exhausting as hell... and the screen test ( Read more... )

the best part of my girl and me is that she has known me for so long that she knows the person i am... or at least i try to be... she saw me today as i really am, the overflowing, uncontrolable rage... she has seen me angry and knows it passes or i can be spoken to, made to laugh or think and like a breeze, its gone, but not this rage... i have ( Read more... )

after the hospital to get her checkup, my girl came over to my place and did my laundry, did dishes and straightened up... i know this is something that should make me happy and feel like im taken care of, the way men should like... in my head i know what a sweet and caring gesture this is, i know she is doing it because i made an old style lasagna ( Read more... )

ive been back and fourth so much lately, my girl has a thyroid problem, has as long as ive known her, it usually corrects itself on its own, but she has to keep an eye on it... she has been sick, the thyroid acted up, a fever and a infection in her blood... the bloodwork is due any time now, but im sick with worry... not just to see my friend sick ( Read more... )

smiling to myself as i lay on the couch, i found one of her long blonde hairs, i picked it up, watching it strech and tense back up to a curl in my fingers... as the rangers flew up and down the ice i got lost for a moment as if she was laying there next to me again... as we would lose time looking into eack others eyes, or she would drape herself ( Read more... )

the new season begins, the rangers are in hockey playoffs with a decent shot to really struggle for the stanley cup this year... overall a busy last few days, spent a lot of time with the girl, and couldnt be happier, she has really fallen for me, asks very little ans wants only my time and happiness... i picked up a car, the guy insisted in ( Read more... )

friday was great, seeing a bunch of the boys who i havent in a while, another loud night with a lot of laughs... another good weekend, spent time with the girl again and monday was her birthday... a real low key thing, knowing and liking her family makes everything real easy... work promises to be busy which is killing me because these allergies ( Read more... )