It's really too bad me and haters don't get along. Honestly, I don't understand why people I talk to occasionally think they know me so well to say that I'm a changed person, and furthermore say it like it's a bad thing. Like they've stayed the same over the years and haven't grown as individuals, yet I've changed for the worse. And then they give ( Read more... )

Things are not right lately. I feel like I'm distancing from those around me, summer is over too soon. People are being retarded, which is annoying. Hurricanes don't even phase me anymore. I slept through a tornado this morning. No one ever wants to do anything fun, as evidenced by me sitting here typing this. I need a companion.

I don't get why people are all turning their backs to me at this point in particular, but that's how it is going. It really sucks. The thing I hate most is the insincerity. People pretending like you actually meant something to them, but don't actually show it. It's ridiculous how people around here deal with other people, because they're so fake ( Read more... )

So yeah, today has already been kinda crazy. And Sarah is supposed to sign on in like ten minutes, so I'm kinda doubting the day will get any more stable, cause I already got things to talk about. Although I'm not saying it's a bad thing either ( Read more... )

I'm kinda tired right now. I had a pretty good week. I have classes at FSU but nowhere to live. Hopefully that will get sorted out sometime soon. There's a God. And I think that surprises me as much as anyone else. Kinda weird how He revealed Himself to me through the family I have and a person I could see myself starting a family with. World is ( Read more... )

Things are going kinda different lately. Not too much tension at work these days, which is a good thing. I've fallen for Sarah pretty hard, which is a good thing too in my view. Especially since I have something in the past to draw from and not make the same mistakes. I get to make whole new ones this time. WOOOOOOOO! But yeah, I've gone to the gym ( Read more... )

I don't find fault in the concept of religion, or in a church necessarily. The Judeo-Christian beliefs that modern Western religions and Islam are based off of are excellent principles to base one's life off of. Unfortunately, you cannot expect to set off values and expect everyone under the sun to follow them. Society has corrupted the values of ( Read more... )

Life is becoming just one big spiral moving around me while I try to function. It holds all these desires that I hold on to for very brief periods of time before I spin so fast I'm forced to let go. It gets slower when I'm drunk. People were made to drink. I hate people that go to extremes to avoid it for some kind of moralistic purpose, as if they ( Read more... )

Hey Ashleigh, my friend in the van next to me says you're really hot.

Holy shit, college applications and federal aid applications blow. But I'm finally done. They go out on Monday. And if I don't at least get into FSU I'm choking everyone.