So I almost died on Saturday night..

Fuck.. This fucking close.. My girlfriend was on the phone to me at the time and she could've been the last voice I ever heard.

I love her so much - I'm glad she was able to look after me later on. I love that I still have the chance to smell, touch and taste her.

Life is such a precious gift

Sara x

Ok so I went over my webpage last night.. So what!? Maybe I am!!!

Onna Otaku x

Does the fact I post on Live Journal make me an internet nerd? OMG I hope not. I've always considered myself more of a cool kid than a geek but what If I really am a geek? Ew please tell me so I can delete my account and run away from the internet forever ( Read more... )

I think this has been the only month in my entire life where I felt that if I died at this moment I’d be happy because I was complete. Contradictingly earlier in the month where I felt so incomplete I wanted to die..

Human emotions are weird. Is it what keeps us alive? Or do we live for them?

Do we live for happiness and love. Or is it happiness ( Read more... )

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To follow in the vein of Bex and Dani I’ve decided that seeing I have a MySpace now I don’t have time for this anymore. I’ve had many insights lately and this one has been loitering for a week now. I’ve gotten to a stage where I’d rather invest my time talking to people as opposed to talking about them and my experiences.

My deepest thoughts belong ( Read more... )

I had a weird sleep last night. I woke up.. as in was wide awake and laid there for a while. Weird thoughts started - thoughts of getting old.. See every Christmas, I don’t know what it is, but my mind always goes into overdrive. I have an awareness of myself, time, growing old and the absolute of death ( Read more... )

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Lost my wallet last night. Had my sim card in it as well as my license, bank card, credit card etc. etc. And my Audrey Hepburn badge :o( I loved that badge :'o(
UPDATE 13th Nov: It was at Newtown Hotel! Got it back cards and all! Though I had already cancelled them :o(

Then today my bag broke.. So I had to carry it rolled up underneath my arm to ( Read more... )

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]


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