I'm pretty sure i completely fucked up

and I haven't damage controlled it yet and it's been like 4 weeks. I am so good at everything but sealing the fucking deal

OK so Crystal, in her semi-drunken haze on Saturday night after we had come back from Round 1 in an unsuccessful attempt to see John Lance, admitted she liked me. That's great. In between her 1000 mumblings of "im sorry for being like this" and blah blah emotional shit, I caught on to other things like "I wish i could do other things than cuddle" ( Read more... )

TURN IT UP TO '11 ( Read more... )

So I got my Stripe finally at work, making me a real honest agent and equal, and I can already tell within this first week that there is a definite shift in attitude among my coworkers about me. I'm treated a bit nicer, people try to remember my name now; it's a bunch of small things but it's annoying political bullshit all the same. I'm still ( Read more... )

fuck this, I'm keeping it open

I finally got my car back yesterday after all this time! The hood isn't 100% flush with the bumper, but it's close enough and the whole car just looks great :) However I'm already missing the XM radio of the rental. I know what I'm getting for my next paycheck ( Read more... )

My friends have been talking about this place and I'm seeing the commercials and I really wanted to go. Last night I went with a couple of my friends to try it out. When I walked in I was amazed at how shiny it was! Huge flat screen TV's everywhere showing everything from poker to basketball to baseball, music was loud, video games on some of the ( Read more... )

Dear Journal, this past week has been kind of trying for me. I'ts not at dramatic levels yet but a succession of things both positive and negative ( Read more... )

My car still isn't done. The mechanic says the last parts will be here on Friday, so I'm hopeful because I'm starting to forget what my car looked like D ( Read more... )

I'm still pretty bummed about Ian...I guess he wasn't the kind of friend I could keep due to my stubbornness. I can't really change that part of me no matter how nice I try to be and even though I recognize it and it's pointed out. After Ash and Mel he's the third person who has dropped contact with me. I'm starting to see how older people simply ( Read more... )