Finally uploaded this fine pic of my do. The color has faded considerably since that was taken, and I believe that was one week ago today ( Read more... )

Holy Shit. The guitar lord known as Dick Dale is coming to the Middle East this Friday! Chester probably has to work, so I'm hoping my sister will want to go. If anything, I'll go by myself. I know my way to the Middle East pretty well. The last time we went it was really easy. As long as you get off, I think, exit 18 you're golden ( Read more... )

I started IOP on Thursday. At least I knew someone I was on the 4th floor with last month. That was kind of cool. They're going to be changing my medications soon, so I'll have to go on what I'm calling "substance hiatus." It'll be rough, but not as "rough" as that bus fart in Salem last year ( Read more... )

I finally did it. I got a labret piercing. It was the second least painful piercing I've ever had, and I've been pierced about 11 times. Sadly I only have 9 piercings at the moment. My left nipple never healed properly, and I'm paranoid about getting breast cancer, so I took it out. The least painful piercing of all time was the eyebrow. That one ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back from Florida, all tanned and with many souvenirs. I also broke my "no weed" rule on Sunday. Damn. I couldn't even go for one month. But now I have to be careful becaseu I think I have to take a drug test to get into the Intensive Outpatient Program. That appointment is next Tuesday, so I better be clean by then. I'm sure there won't ( Read more... )

Well, here I am typing on my journal on a gorgeous Monday morning. It's supposed to get up to 85 degrees today. Good thing we're not leaving for FLORIDA!!!! until tomorrow. It's supposed to be pretty nice out here for the week, but you still can't go swimming, and that's what I'm hoping to do ( Read more... )

Or 90212? What the hell is a "TRICKTIONARY" ? I don't need to know. I'm too old for this world. I've been thinking about death alot lately. and I'm going to the doctor because that's like all I can think about. I wonder if I'm having some sort of bad reaction to not smoking pot for a week ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel really left out. Like I don't belong, especially not in my family. Mental illness has ruined my life. I could have had such an amazing high school experience with lots of friends and get togethers, but instead I was trapped under the lead blanket of depression and anxiety. I've never honestly said these things before, but they've ( Read more... )

I really want to shave someone's head right now. Like BM or Motorcycle M or Chester. Just get a camera and maybe a tripod or some shit, press record, and just shave all the hair off their head. I think I missed the big barn sale at the Vic House. I was working too late on Saturday to check it out, and yesterday I hung out with my two families. I ( Read more... )

I'll never forget the magic that took place the first time I saw "Calcucorn" on Adult Swim. I think I actually cried at the brilliance. That's definitley my favorite episode of Tom. The DVDs are phenomenal! I haven't watched the whole series because honestly I'm saving that for tomorrow when Chester comes over. I've never watched Tom while high. ( Read more... )