even the most perfect pictures
were painted with flawed hands.

i still think you're beautiful.

3 months. - adopted.
13. abused.
14. drinking.
15. cutting.
15. drugs.
15. smoking.
15/17. lets not talk about it.
16. hard core drugs.
16-19. bad choices with boys.

I will never amount to much.
It's just a fact.
I'm quite okay with it.

these are the first words ( Read more... )

You wonder sometime how you survived it all.. how you survived the years of drugs, of alcohol, of abuse. You don't really understand the how. You dont understand how every attempt you had to end your life failed. You just dont understand how you managed to heal yourself. Because looking back, thats the bottom line. You did it. By Yourself. You wish ( Read more... )

So Sara wrote me the most amazing poem for my birthday ( Read more... )

Birthday's can be quite marvelous.
the trick is.
you can't expect them to be. you can't expect anything.

and that way, they'll never disappoint.

so happy birthday to me!

lately.
I've been happy.
too happy.

I'm not used to it.

but its wonderful.

its so wonderful.

some times you got to wonder ( Read more... )

You know what? I'm tired ( Read more... )