Could you at least give me the common respect of an "I dont really want to talk right now"? It wouldnt kill you to do that I dont think. I have been nothing but nice to you so I hope you enjoy your silence ( Read more... )

The pictures are up from the tattoo I got last night. All the outlining is now done on the side piece. It hurt....and its really hard to sleep but it looks awesome. I put pictures up on myspace. If you dont have my myspace and still want to see them just let me know.

Why does it always seems that our false pretences are forced ( Read more... )

I guess its the little things that really make a difference. What was it? Simply singing along to Dashboard on my drive home from school. I think my favorite thus far is Where Theres Gold...The high part is so much fun to sing along to ( Read more... )

The writers block is gone. I truely wish that I had my poets notebook on the drive back to the airport becuase the most beautiful and poetic ideas flowed from my thoughts like water. I spent the entire trip home in my own world. Colorado is one of the most beautiful and pristine places I've been but my romance of this place was shortlived and ( Read more... )

Nothing strikes quiet as deep as this
The clock still keeps its unending rythem
I am undone by roman numerals
And arrows pointing north

I've been looking through my old journals. I miss those days when I felt as if I had so much to write about. My lack of desire for social interaction the past week doesnt help. I think I'm going to start keeping my poets notebook on me again. Perhaps something will spark. Oh and Ross I saw something in Barnes and Noble the other day and it reminded ( Read more... )

Cal State San Marcos is closed becuase theres a fire threatening it. People are being evacuated that live only a mile from my apartment. Three fires combine to become one and theres a wall of smoke clearly visable from where I am.

Its Friday....everyone bailed and I'm at home....with no where to go. I just want to go out and do something, anything...this is when I feel the most single. How I wish for someone to share this couch with me, watch tv...well nothing really. At least I'd have someone to share my friday night with.

You know what? No. I am not going to feel like that. No one should feel that way around someone that they like. Thats stupid and lifes to short to waste your time on someone whos going to treat you like that. No attachments. I wanted to have fun and thats what I'm going to do.