Well..havent updated in a long time. Schools been keeping me busy...and ive been hanging with Katums and doing photoness with her too and chilling with the girls. I dunno...ive been preoccupied with..life.

Lets see..what to say..

I feel like the girls accept me more and more. I dunno why, I mean its not that I didnt feel accepted by them or ( Read more... )

Katums comes home today from Florida :-) Its weird her being away...cuz we talk online allllll the time whenever were both on and then we see eachother at least 2 times a week for class. But usually more bc we hang out and take pictures and stuff too. And since shes been away since Friday Ive only talked to her once. God it sounds like im her ( Read more... )

I havent felt much like writing in here lately..sorry to all who actually read this.

Nothing all that exciting has been happening really. I had spring break..but I just went home and didnt do much. I got my hair cut...and I really like it. But then chel came over and highlighted it, but it turned out to look more like it was dyed then highlighted ( Read more... )

20 Fucking Years!!!

Holy Hell... i cant believe im 20 tomarrow. That scares the shit outta me. I swear. I dont know whether to smile or cry.

WHY I SHOULD SMILE:
well its cathys bday weekend too. lol. we made it into this whole "Happy Birthday Weekend" deal so thats what all our friends are calling this weekend. It started last nite and I guess ( Read more... )

name ( Read more... )

Halley imed me today and basically invited herself over here. Which is fine. I mean whatever...i havent seen  her in a long time and all but i dunno. this week is gonna suck and already im freaking out with anxiety from it.

A bit of advice...TAKE YOUR FUCKING MEDS...even when you dont want to. I was a bad girl...i skipped them all last week. ( Read more... )

Wow well that was the most fucking waste of my time trip to the hospital of my whole life so far. Every week i have my lady on the same day/same time..and my mom even reminded me sunday that i had my appointment on tuesday cuz she wanted to be sure i had enough meds till then at least. So ya...i drive all the way up there and find out NO! she had a ( Read more... )

Its all snowy and sleety out and raining and crap and other schools closed for the afternoon..hell, offices are closing early, but i still have to go to work. Im being such a big baby about it too. I know i dont mind it once im there...its easy and its only for 6 hours. But I dont want to go right now!!

I called my dad and he said the roads are ( Read more... )

Tonight is a wonderful night to die

i wish i could...

I feel so weird lately. I feel like im watching everything happening around me and i can see myself being a part of everything, but i dont feel like im real. It seems like everything is so far away and im looking at whatever is going on from a distance. My lady says it sounds like depersonalization. Im not quite sure what that even is, but ( Read more... )