After reading my last few entries, I got super emotional. Right now I should be working on a paper due Thursday that I have been stressing about all week, but I cannot seem to concentrate on anything else but my life. I'm now in college. It's everything I thought it was gonna be and more. I absolutely love it, but every week I do miss highschool in ( Read more... )

So, i'm sitting here.. in the mist of packing, i find my senior book.. sit in the middle of my floor, of a nearly empty room. Open in, read what Jake Ruddle had to say, and balled my eyes out. I continue to cry as Time and Confusion - Anberlin comes up on my playlist. The person who understands why, i'm sure will not be reading this. At 9am ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in this since the day I graduated high school. Which now seems like ages ago. I'm 20 days from moving to Huntington and I couldn't be more excited ( Read more... )

We picked up our caps and gowns and all that senior stuff that’s supposed to help us remember the good ole days, but some of the things that you remember the most, can’t be put on paper. That day finally came, and you sat there with all the friends you had made over the years … you looked out at your family and deep down, you knew that this was a ( Read more... )

so.. tomorrow is my LAST day of highschool.. ever ( Read more... )

It's been an interesting few weeks. I feel like everything has completely turned 180 for the worst. Thank God spring break came when it did, otherwise i'd  probably kill small animals ( Read more... )

Four years ago we stepped into high school … individuals seeking to do well, to find our identity, to find our best friend. We opened our lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought about how great it was to finally be in high school. Four years ago we met our best friend, we went to our first school dance, had a crush on ( Read more... )

scenes from a movie just came up on my playlist for the first time since the last time i saw them ( Read more... )

People don't keep journals for themselves.
They keep them for other people, like a secret
they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know

oh also.

i'd just like to say, wow.

4 years ago today, i started dating zach.
and i though that was the happiest i could be.
just proves love is an overpowering and evergrowing thing.

i talked to zach today, he is good. but still i hate how it ended.
this could have been 4 years. wow.