to me, you were never the rockstar, the player, or the famous kid that everyone around me got excited about. I always found my friends as idiots when i was told i was so lucky for dating a star. when i fell for you that day at the playground, the only stars near me were the ones above us, the ones that somehow brought us together randomly for that ( Read more... )

I don't really know where this is gonna go.

i think i over think things. To the point where i make myself unhappy. I'm in a great relationship, and i know i love someone that loves me back... that should be enough, but it's not. a part of me thinks that i get upset because I've been so spoiled in the past by thomas, I don't think any guy could ever ( Read more... )

I hope you use your stalkerish tactics to find and read this ( Read more... )

i am thankful for;

my family, jamie myers, katy brown, luke delpapa, chowder, music, kenny, the starting line, dasani, my digital camera, my cell phone, myspace, text messaging, hidden notes, warped tour, art, painting, star gazing, 11:11, wishes that come true, sports bras, hoodies, powwows, ( Read more... )

i have nothing to really complain about.

except i'm used to different.

I will never play highschool volleyball again ( Read more... )

homecoming has been amazing.
today is my last homecoming game ever.
my senior homecoming game.
i'm very excited.

the pep rally rocked.
and i am leaving now for the parade.

i want these times to last forever.

something like 10 days till i get to see my lukeypie. =p

i'm a happy girl.

start the countdown.

13 days.

i miss you already.

I was going through my documents tonight for the sake of complete boredom.. and i crossed somethings that i don't nessecerly miss... but wanted/needed so badly at one time, that i find it odd to read now, years, months later.. why not share.

kzippy4: you needd to write a damn book i swaer
CRYSTAL xxo: maybe i will one day, then i will become ( Read more... )

by far, this is one of the toughest situations i've ever had to go through ( Read more... )