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It has been such a tiring couple of weeks. From a trip to New York with Jenny and driving up from LA with her, helping my Ate Tricia prepare for her move to columbus the last several days, family dinners, and work it has been such a whirlwind of activity. I got my first full sleep last night. I think I selpt for at least ten hours. Twas nice. Then ( Read more... )

Lately my mind has felt like it is on caffeine. Totally frenzied mixed in with weak-in-the-knees nervousness. I hate waiting and putting so much weight on one stupid letter from Boston that decides how I will make my decisions in the near future. Not just on where I will go to school next fall, but whether or not I will pick up on old friendships ( Read more... )

I don't think I really believe in fortune telling, though that witch in Ashland six years ago foretold a couple of things that were true, but I think Apollo got tired of sending mystic fumes to his whore Pythia and gave some to me. Last night I had a vision of the coming of potentially one of the greatest philosophers of our age. It happens to be ( Read more... )

If a person's 'I' or ego is alterable and in a constant state of flux does one actually have an identity? This would probably explain a lot of my issues. I have trouble pinpointing my emotions because they are always in a constant state of motion. Hmmm e-motion? hee hee. The same with thought. I have such trouble writing them down because I am ( Read more... )

So last night after talking to JSpo about food and breakfast I got hella hungry but forced myself to stray from a midnight snack and just wait till morning. After reading 6 not so helpful science articles on ascorbic acid (vitamin C) and a late episode of Will & Grace and Sharon Osbourne later I fell asleep and for the first time this summer woke ( Read more... )

Your score as a human being is 78.8 ( Read more... )

well I'm not exactly sure how to feel about this. is it true ( Read more... )

Glad to know I won't be going to Hell ( Read more... )