I'm not, nor ever have been a very physically affectionate person. It takes alot for me to trust someone physically, and to even hug them. When strangers come up and hug me, it always kind of throws me for a loop, and I don't really know how to react other than returning the gesture with a stiff body and robotic like movements that seem paced out. ( Read more... )

why is it when i want to focus the most i find myself uncapable of doing anything expect pacing around the room and calling people i know will never pick up the phone?

I don't know how successful I'll be at keeping up with this thing whenever I write something down I tend to always press the delete button because of how obscure everything looks typed out. Online journals remind me of Doogie Howser (if I even spelled that right) M.D., he used to always journal on his computer, and every episode would end with his ( Read more... )