why do i always find the one thing i want more than anything but can never have....

my secrets could kill you.

ive come to the conclusion that no matter how much you say it, no one wants to hear the truth. lets all just lie to each other and put on happy faces and pretend there are no problems in the world. so done with that part of my life.

think im having a psychotic episode of some sort..... like at work, all i could think about was screaming on the top of my lungs...
you know in the trailer for "orphan" when esther is in the bathroom kicking and screaming? i was about 2 seconds away from doing that...
i just.... dont know anymore....

so im about to go friggin nuts!!!!! everyone is home in my house like all the time and i have no where to go!!!! aaaaahhhhh!!!!!

life is pretty good... but life is also sooooo unfair.
31 days<3

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so im sorry if anyone thinks ive been a real sucky friend lately. i apologize. ive had to deal with something really big last week which basically caused me to tear myself apart and now that its over im finally getting better. i may really have to get a second job this summer cuz right now i need to magically come up with like $800 in 2 weeks which ( Read more... )

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HAH! <3