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[ctuagentlinkin]

in 177 days i will not be going to the bahamas....
at least im not as sad now as i was the first day i found out, im coping.
lets blame this one on money, mothers and boyfriends too...theyre all the reasons im not going....
i know on that day im gonna cry. why cant i be with my friends?....
y does life always have to intervene?.....

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[daydrmeratnite]

ok... money i understand... mom, i get that one too, but boyfriend? how is boyfriend preventing you from going...

[ctuagentlinkin]

well, at first kind of joking around he said " well i wouldnt let you go." but then he started saying stuff how he wouldnt sleep until i got home...blah blah blah, but he was really serious about that.and then he gave me the whole, i dont trust other guys in the world, and how aalmost all my girlfriends are single so i would be pressured to cheat on him, blah blah blah, so that kind of got us into a fight about it which led to more lectures which led to me saying forget it cuz i cant afford it anyways....
im sure if the other 2 factors werent involved then i wouldnt let him stop me, but i wouldnt have an awesome time knowing hes probably up thinkin of how many ways i could be cheating on him at that moment.