I figured something out today.
I'm warning you now: It's depressing and extremely emo.

I'm not scared to die. I have no fear of it what so ever. Probably because I know that there is a Heaven and that I will be going there. Do I know what "Heaven" entails? Absolutely not. But I imagine it to be a place where all stress is gone. Nothing can bother ( Read more... )

 i truely love how some people can dish out but just can't take it.

talk to you soon.

 so, my grandma, my dad's mom passed away today... 
it was in the afternoon while i was at work... 
my mom didn't tell me till i got home around 1/4 to 8. 
i think i'm in a bit of shock. but she was sick. 
she'd been hanging on and she was a bit senile...
but she did manage to tell my aunt last week that 
it was time for her to go.

 so, i got accepted to Adelphi... and i'm not excited... 

So, this girl Theresa at work told me to today she thinks I'm "well-rounded." I know what that means, but I wanted to know why exactly she thought that. She told me that I'm good to my family and she likes that about me. Then after work today, we were talking about the different drama's that go on with different people, and I pointed out that I ( Read more... )

 i miss lissa and noelle and dani and carrie and jillian and nikki and sara and all my girls.

idk it just hit me... i really miss you guys. like i just had a pang in my chest b/c i miss you guys so much.

::sigh::

this working thing sucks. i don't have any time for anything anymore. anything or anyone.

i'm sorry that i've disappeard. and i wanna ( Read more... )

 so... Stephenie Meyer is going to be publishing Midnight Sun. there's no timeline or anything but she's working on it.

Did anyone know this already? Cuz apparently it's been up for a while. 

 so Alana's pregnant... umm. ow. 
i called Alissa first. She verified it from her fb. I called Christine, she basically said to get over it. That he's a piece of shit and has now ruined his life. Suzanne said basically the same thing but she understands why it hurts so bad. Nova was understanding. Jillian bitched me out because i was argumentative ( Read more... )

 so my mom fell on the ice last night. she broke her wrist and she the doc said that she will most likely need surgery. i was up till 5 am last night w/ her in the damn emergency room and i'm exhausted and cranky. 
Last night i tried to keep my mom in good spirits. i let her lean on my shoulder and let my fingers go all tingly while she slept and i ( Read more... )

 ok... so... idk how to judge this year ( Read more... )