its 2007
the older you get
the faster everything
seems to fly by you
its sad.

i need a homecoming dress
well i got one but its not a first pick

school makes me wish my life away

its been awhile. 
today i went to olive garden with 
the whole junior class to get our rings.
it was fun.
school is hard.
christmas is coming and its time to 
buy gifts. 
im hanging out with shannon tomorrow 
and saturday. im so excited . 
i havent seen her in such a long time.

i have serious mental problems

yesterday was good and really fun.
i missed some of those people.
had a deep talk with one of the guys
i dont know what to tell him and i feel
bad for him. im just trying to encourage 
him as much as i can.

yet again
im being
pushed
away.

life is going
by way too fast
im seriously thinking
about what i want to do 
with my life
and i have no idea
i need guidance.

i hate complainers

but i seem to do it all the time now

and it frustrates me to death.

one of my closest girl friends at school last year
i never see anymore.
she has all these new friends in school which
is great, actually wonderful. yet i seem to be the outsider
again.  maybe i need to be more forward but i found out that
that makes me cocky and have a huge ego. so. i dont know
school soccer im not too sure about .
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i really hurt my quad.
bad.

and i have soccer practice and a game before i can even get it looked at .
just great.

the first week of school has gone by
and we already had one closed for school.

i HAVE to learn how to manage my time
im not doing a very good job.

in about  20 hours
ill be able to see jordan

i cant believe what i just did
i now have 2 AP classes
all my life has been about 
is school and soccer.
but now it really truly is
i dont see how i will have time 
for anything else.
i have no idea who will be in my 
classes
and i have speech 1. you 
might not think that its a big 
deal but it is to me.
i cant speak in front of people.
and i cant seem to get ( Read more... )