i broke down today
it wasnt supposed to
happen
this year is going 
to be super stressful.

4 days of work left

4 days till jordan gets home

5 days till my tournament

7 days till school starts.

i still havent even started my chemistry work.

so i was kinda expecting
the summer i get my license
to be alot different.
i hear people say its one of
their best summers they
have more freedom.
yes that did happen
but my summer consisted
of working.
9-5.
it just wasnt what i expected
i didnt hang out with as many
people as i wanted to but then
again i dont know who else i
truly would have enjoyed being
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its been one week.

12 more days

14 till school starts.

im not ready.

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jordans gone.
wont be home till the 25th

its going to be weird since i have been with him every single day as much
as possible since i have been home from michigan

i guess ill just be counting down the days

on another note tomorrow after work
im taking shannon to get her nails done
then probably out somewhere. yay.

in 55 minutes shannon will be 16 . yay.

this whole weekend will consist of jordan .
i have 88 hours till he leaves
i need to make the most of it

i hate work only because the expect me to do all their work when they just want to be lazy the one i really like works less than me . asfdjfd l!

these last few days have been really hard
lots of tears and
hurtful words

yet i think we are going to be okay.

i only have a week and a day before 
jordans leaves and will be thousands 
of miles away from me 
for about 3 weeks.

i dont want school to start.

i have to say that i have missed 
Girl Time.

so much for that. :-/

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